Hi Everyone, sorry I have been away but so far 2018 has not been very good to me. I want to update and vent to you all today!
Some of you may recall that I do a word of the year and this years is Wellness, you can read that post HERE AND so far I am doing everything I have set out to….
* Yoga 2xs a week since Jan 7
* Acupuncture 2xs a month
* Cutting back on fast food, only 1 pop per week
* Cut back to only having wine maybe once a week
* I have had a complete blood panel done
* trying new migraine meds
You see I am following my plan, I am proud of myself. But the thing is that this year has been horrible to me. For starters I have had a cold, a severe sinus infection and the flu which combined have put me down for literally like 3+ weeks of this year. My migraines have been OUT OF CONTROL bad. The new medicine I tried isn’t for me so I am currently tapering off of that which is making me ill. I mean you guys it is very very discouraging and if I think about it too long it can make me very blue. How ironic this is my year of wellness and I am sicker this year than I have been in recent memory. It’s not fair, you know… it isn’t. I feel like how in the heck is it March, where did the year go? Oh ya, a fog of not feeling well.
I am going to get off this medicine and find a new start point hopefully in 3 weeks to try something else. I am going to continue to do yoga when I am not a flipping incubus of plague and I am going to focus more on eating healthy and just have HOPE that things will turn around. That is why I haven’t been blogging much because I am honestly a bit of a Debbie Downer lately and I don’t have much to say.
I have this dream that I win the lottery and instead of money I am given the option of never having another migraine ever again and I choose that. I honestly do not know what it is like to open my eyes in the morning and feel good, ready to get up and start the day. I would kill for that (maybe no literally but you never know how desperate I can be LOL)