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You guys I am very blue today, very EMO, very sick. This is day #12 straight where each day I have woken up with a migraine and gone to bed at night with one. If my husband wasn’t my boss then I would have for sure been fired from any job for being unable to come to work. I swear, yesterday I just cried my eyes out….. why me? Why was a born with migraines? They completely rule my life. I have to cancel any plans I make…..ever. I spent all my time worrying about them and trying to stop them.

I would give ANYTHING absolutely ANYTHING to never have one ever again. 

My Mom has them, my grandma and extended family members all suffer from them…. so it is the unlucky draw we have been given. There is no cure only small things that help (sometimes they do). I have tried everything…. meds, Botox, oils, drinks, diets, more meds, chiropractic care, massage…. they all might help “some” but not enough to make a difference.
Like always insurance only allows me 1 prescription for migraines and ONLY 18 pills a month. And I have been taking 2 a day. So I have 2 left and 2 weeks left until I can refill again. So unless I can find over $1,000 to buy them outright I am screwed…. once again. Thank you Medical Insurance. Also thank you Doctors for not giving a crap.
My rant is over…. I am heading back to bed, to lay in bed in misery. Luckily my cat is an excellent snuggle when I am sick.

2 Comments

  1. Anonymous
    February 20, 2015 / 1:53 pm

    So sorry you are having to endure all this. 🙁

  2. Claire
    February 20, 2015 / 10:43 pm

    we forget how lucky we are here with the NHS, I feel for you. Did you try Peppermint oil and tea? I'm sure you probably did xx

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