So as the days close in on our move I find that my head gets fuller and fuller………..I know I am not the first person to move cross country but this is a first for me. In fact I have NEVER lived anywhere outside of a 10 mile radius in my whole 31 years. I find that while I want to spend all my time with family and friends that I am just not able to. I don’t want to hurt people’s feelings or anything but I literally do not have the time or enough of me to go around. Just when I start to feel good about packing I enter a new room and get discouraged. It is SOO hard trying to find a balance between:
* Enjoy Okc
* Spending time with friends and family
* Getting our life together
* Wanting to stay in bed all day depressed
* Run errands
* Battling migraines
And I could go on and on and on………….
It is so weird trying to fit everything in and frankly I don’t think I am doing a good job, my head is full…..I have reached MAX capacity! When I get to Ohio will I be mad I didn’t pack 24/7 so I could spend more time with friends and family? I dunno…..but if I run myself ragged then I am gonna get sicker than I already am?
Thanks for listening………I am a ball of nerves and emotions lately.