Hi again! SO stay with me here as I try to express some thoughts and feelings………..today on my Birthday Eve I am a tad blue. But not necessarily the complete down in the dumps blue….just weird. Everyone has been asking me “So how are you feeling about turning 30?” and I don’t know…..I don’t how I am suppose to feel?! It is so odd I literally can’t put my feelings into words. Tonight I will be doing what I do best laying on the couch with my dogs watching TV while Matt is at work and in a way that is perfect because that is what I do best……but then another part of me thinks “is this how I want to spend my last day in my 20s EVER?”! I am not sure….then another part of me wants to bake a whole cake and devour it! Maybe it is also this weird cold, windy and raining Oklahoma weather that has got me down? I am not sure either. (yes, I know nothing) It is just weird to leave an ENTIRE decade behind! I mean really? I can’t remember what I was doing on the eve of my 20th Birthday (probably something bad)..and I can’t remember how I felt about leaving my teens behind? More than likely excited!!! But 30 is a bit different! It is like tonight as I lay my head on my pillow I am closing one whole chapter in my life and putting it away …..to wake up to something new tomorrow. And that is both good and bad!
Well guys, thanks for listening……wish me luck and if you don’t hear from me tomorrow then I more than likely baked the cake, ate the whole thing myself and I am in a sugar coma on the couch still…..call for help!
Until Next Time friends……….when I start a new chapter of my life with you……..