Blue

Hi guys, I am going to be real honest with everyone and tell you that I am feeling blue…..it is weird, like the past few weeks I am just feel blue and down in the dumps. I mean I had a wonderful weekend, this week is our anniversary and Matt’s Birthday which I have been planning for so long! So I do have a ton to look forward to….. it makes no sense. And NO, don’t even ask I am not preggo….I swear anytime I even have a sniffle people assume you are so NO, I will clear that up guys before you even think it. I just thought I would be honest with my blogger friends and this is the place where I share stories, thoughts and feelings so why not talk about more negative feelings? I mean life it all not roses even though people want you to think it is. This weekend when me and the girls talked about this they brought up how maybe because I have been so excited about Matt’s Birthday, have this planned all out and presents bought that maybe the “high or excitement” is over for me. And that was a very good point that could be it, funny how at times friends know you better than yourself.
I do know that the past few weeks I have had one migraine after another and that is 100% a factor in this, dealing with a constant health issue like that can easily get you down and blue. I have to try to make a constant effort to not let my migraines get me down.
Well guys, I just thought I would put this out there….maybe by talking about it I will feel better.  *sigh*

5 Comments

  1. Erin
    October 26, 2010 / 7:32 pm

    Praying for you! Hope you feel better soon!

  2. Becky
    October 26, 2010 / 7:33 pm

    I think it will get better once you get past the party Friday night. Let me know though if you need a friend to lean on. I am here for you.

  3. No Longer Newlyweds.
    October 26, 2010 / 8:23 pm

    This is normal. We all go through it. It helps me to crawl in bed and cry…then, eat a package of Oreos and read a gossip magazine. You'll get through this. Keep your head up. We're praying for you!

  4. Caroline
    October 26, 2010 / 11:30 pm

    Sorry you've been feeling down. Just one of those things that happens :/ When I feel down I try to remind myself that it just happens sometimes and it's temporary, but that doesn't make things entirely better. I like Sara's suggestions – Sometimes nothing helps more than a good cry. I vote do something really nice for yourself and then snuggle up with your hounds :)Hope you feel better soon

  5. Crystal Clear As Mud
    October 27, 2010 / 5:10 pm

    I totally agree with you about the pregnancy thing! That is soooo annoying. And I agree, maybe you are coming down from your high of planning and you're disappointed that while "the days" are here that the excitement is dwindling. I hope you're feeling better!

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