Wednesday, July 13, 2016
Busy and Semi-Stressed
I want to be excited about our Boston trip, I mean I have never been and fun things are planned but it's hard right now for 2 reasons:
1. You all know I am crazy but I HATE leaving my animals, they are my world and I always cry. I am so worked up about leaving them I can't seem to get excited at all
2. I knew I would have alone time in Boston, any FREE work trip will include some classes for Matt and I get that, that is why we are leaving 2 days early but now Matt is golfing on Friday so I am alone all day again. I am taking a day trip to Salem via a Ferry alone. So during a 6 day trip I am alone for 3 days of it. Not ideal, and I don't want to be down on that and make me miss my animals and my house even more. Does this make sense?
UGH... I know, first world problems. But also that week was our last week before the IVF starts so there is a lot of emotions I am feeling and I don't really feel that I am being heard if you catch my drift. Anyways just shoot of some prayers for me to get my anxiety in check and that will cover a lot to things for me! HA! THANKS friends!
I'll try to post pics of our Breck trip this week and make sure to follow me on Social Media!!!